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"No one will miss me", "I’m better off dead"

after-crisis:

When I worked at a non-profit that handled suicide prevention, I had access to the donation records. Each month, a specific man donated 15$ to our organization. It was like clockwork.. same day, same man, he had been doing this for over 4 years. It always seemed odd to me but I never questioned it… until I saw a note attached one month. "For Noah- Dad"

his donation was once his child’s allowance.

I can promise you, they would miss you for the rest of their lives.

(via yumiyoko)

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mynameisdreik:

kemetic-dreams:

mualien:

ar15x2:

Bullshit

You should read William Cooper’s book, “Behold a Pale Horse”. It’s a pretty intense read but makes sense of a LOT of the bullshit going on in the world.

Read that in the 90’s

THIS!!!!!!!!!!

(via selfloathing--narcissist)

Source : antinwo

breelifts:

socialjusticekoolaid:

Protesters from across St Louis turned up and turned out for the first St Louis County Council Meeting since Mike Brown’s Death. (Part I)

The St Louis County Council wasn’t as bad as Ferguson’s Council, but still very few answers and virtually no accountability from the folks who unleashed unholy hell on the residents of Ferguson, following Brown’s murder. #staywoke #farfromover

KEEP POSTING I NEED TO KNOW! DONT STOP POSTING ABOUT THIS. IT IS NOT OVER!

(via selfloathing--narcissist)

Source : socialjusticekoolaid

tallulahblues:

I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.

My body was so tense early this morning, maybe 5am. So tense, and I was having bad thoughts like nightmares while I was awake. I couldn’t fall asleep.
He reaches over and puts his hand on me. You know all that mess melted away, like butter in a hot ass skillet. No it was quicker than that. It was like light. Nothing is faster than light.
And I calmed immediately, and two tears dropped out my eyes and I said to myself, “I love him.”
And that’s the last thing I remember before I went to sleep.

(via eclecticgentleman)

Source : tallulahblues

fromzimbabwee:

yaaaas yonce

(via ladytatyana)

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knowledgeequalsblackpower:

butteredveggies:

WHO CREATED THIS PERFECTION????
I NEED ANSWERS WHERE IS THIS FROM

This is from the film “Chico & Rita.” I love animation, so I really enjoyed this. It’s streaming on Netflix. 

This animated celebration of Cuban music features jazz greats in an epic story of romance, ambition and glamour set in the 1940s.

knowledgeequalsblackpower:

butteredveggies:

WHO CREATED THIS PERFECTION????

I NEED ANSWERS WHERE IS THIS FROM

This is from the film “Chico & Rita.” I love animation, so I really enjoyed this. It’s streaming on Netflix. 

This animated celebration of Cuban music features jazz greats in an epic story of romance, ambition and glamour set in the 1940s.

(via ciarasmile)

Source : milygonzalez

socialjusticekoolaid:

Today in Solidarity: Family of Mike Brown join protesters outside of STL Courthouse, demanding the immediate arrest of their son’s killer, Officer Darren Wilson.

The grand jury has yet to charge Darren Wilson with anything. Mike Brown’s killer is still a free man, being paid by the taxpayers of the very community he’s terrorized. #staywoke #farfromover

(via cocoavalentines)

Source : socialjusticekoolaid

owning-my-truth:

tashabilities:

thefemaletyrant:

cheersapplespears:

thefemaletyrant:

everything-naija:

blood—sport:

Important things from Igbohistory Instagram. European colonialism has, and still continues to dismantle the myriad of sophisticated social constructs upheld by so many African ethnicities, by presenting Africa as a unit by choosing to ignore the huge ocean of differences between ethnic groups, let alone countries.

Did Igbohistory quote the person who actually wrote this? As I read this, I had the feeling that I’d read the exact words before and not from Igbohistory. In fact I believe that I shared a link to the original essay on my tumblr years ago but I can’t find it now, I will sha…

I was taught this in my African History class, and since then i stopped referring to my people (Yoruba) and other ethic groups of Africa and the world as tribes. This large groups of people are nations with strong rich history and deserve to be respected as such. 

i do hope that igbohistory doesn’t claim that this is their own work, and they simply forgot to cite where the information comes from. 

I updated! I made a mistake pls, it was very similar to another essay I’d read but not the same.

I BEEN saying this, YES.

'Tribe' is a white anthropological word meant to diminish.

And can people still stop referring to the Amazigh as “Berbers” which means “barbarian”. Otherwise great points.

(via selfloathing--narcissist)

Source : blood--sport
lovefeedsme:

invendu:

andim-a-lionheart:
This is the best part of being comfortable in a relationship
You can just lay there butt naked n be completely relaxed n not worried what they’re thinking about your body.


Perfect.

Always.

lovefeedsme:

invendu:

andim-a-lionheart:

This is the best part of being comfortable in a relationship

You can just lay there butt naked n be completely relaxed n not worried what they’re thinking about your body.

Perfect.

Always.

(via 32teethand2feet)


dynastylnoire:

christel-thoughts:

pixienightmaregoddess:

And these are the men making decisions in women’s health. Fantastic.

which is exactly why 0% (with a margin of error of 0%) of this is surprising. Their decisions make it very clear that they are a bunch of sexist fuckshits.

Ahh yes t “Don’t get to small cause I like them thick” from some dude you have no intentions of ever being to with. To the ” You’re pretty for a fat girl”

(via xrae)

Source : sandandglass

monicalewinskys:

EARL WENt OFF!

(via lilcoffee)

Source : monicalewinskys

smearedlipstickavenue:

play-the-game:

2damnfeisty:

blueklectic:

nigerianroyal:

betterthankanyebitch:

auntie jackie is amazing

Auntie Jackie need to quit playing and drop that mixtape. She need to make it happen.

I have officially adopted her as my auntie

She is a national hero like forreal.

bruh i need to meet this woman

Go the fuck off!

Source : betterthankanyebitch

billyshearsbreathes:

darvinasafo:

There are hypocrisies and double standards…

Some have the complexion for the protection…

WHELP

(via selfloathing--narcissist)

Source : darvinasafo
uptime-guarantee:

saedikac:

accras:

divalocity:

She Get’s It From Her Mama: Actress Jada Pinkett-Smith and her mother, Adrienne Banfield out and about during NYFW.
Photo: Getty Images

Impossible…they look the same age!

My gawwd!

black don’t crack

uptime-guarantee:

saedikac:

accras:

divalocity:

She Get’s It From Her Mama: Actress Jada Pinkett-Smith and her mother, Adrienne Banfield out and about during NYFW.

Photo: Getty Images

Impossible…they look the same age!

My gawwd!

black don’t crack

(via bad-dominicana)

Source : divalocity
Source : diaverik